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Jan. 3rd, 2009 | 04:02 am
location: Hill crest hospital
Joy came to the airport to pick us up. I asked him whats next. I am going home so he cannot be home. He insisted not to say anything. Then we went home and he started whining about how he has not eaten in 2 days. I think he is lying all the time. Anyways, I am waiting for him to leave anyminute but he is on the couch , waatching tv as usual and then my mother calls and he talks to her on the phone for some time. My mom sent him $100 and he took it. OFcourse, he would because all he loves in his life is money.
Anywys, I cooked and he ate half way and then started to fight about me writing on a piece of paper that I wanted him back in this house.
I refused. He threatened to report me and get me in trouble. So I asked him to leave, he should not have been around. I lost my voice due to the cold and screaming at the boys in the flights during this trip. He made sure I get worse, as usual, started pointing fingers at me. " U called my mama, u emailed him that I do drugs. My mother called me" Ok how come there is always an issue? That stupid mother in law needs to leave me alone and take her retarded drug abuser alcoholic piece of junk away from my babies. Arsal started crying and I put him in his room. I fed my babies, gave both a bath and then put them to sleep at 1am. Shagufta came at 1030, and then left at midnight. She tried talking to joy but I think she did not understand anything joy was saying because she sees his other MADE up face which fools people. He was saying, " sister, I don't fight, she does.." what does it mean? He warned me before. He is so jealous that he can't even think right. He wants my babysitter to quit so when I go to work my babies will suffer. What kind of father is he? He went to casino and called me from there. He is betting all our money in casino. He lost 8 grand to my knowledge in one night. How much low does this freak has to go ? Should I have called the cops when he threatened me for the keys of the house? My land lord said he would help me with the lease. Oh God, I hope he disappears from our lives. He has neglected my babies since they were born and still is. I will never forgive Alamin for torturing my babies. Never ! God is watching and so am I .
Anywys, I cooked and he ate half way and then started to fight about me writing on a piece of paper that I wanted him back in this house.
I refused. He threatened to report me and get me in trouble. So I asked him to leave, he should not have been around. I lost my voice due to the cold and screaming at the boys in the flights during this trip. He made sure I get worse, as usual, started pointing fingers at me. " U called my mama, u emailed him that I do drugs. My mother called me" Ok how come there is always an issue? That stupid mother in law needs to leave me alone and take her retarded drug abuser alcoholic piece of junk away from my babies. Arsal started crying and I put him in his room. I fed my babies, gave both a bath and then put them to sleep at 1am. Shagufta came at 1030, and then left at midnight. She tried talking to joy but I think she did not understand anything joy was saying because she sees his other MADE up face which fools people. He was saying, " sister, I don't fight, she does.." what does it mean? He warned me before. He is so jealous that he can't even think right. He wants my babysitter to quit so when I go to work my babies will suffer. What kind of father is he? He went to casino and called me from there. He is betting all our money in casino. He lost 8 grand to my knowledge in one night. How much low does this freak has to go ? Should I have called the cops when he threatened me for the keys of the house? My land lord said he would help me with the lease. Oh God, I hope he disappears from our lives. He has neglected my babies since they were born and still is. I will never forgive Alamin for torturing my babies. Never ! God is watching and so am I .
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